Whoa. That TV has words on it.

God, I miss her. I miss her so much...I know we'll see each other on Friday, but doesn't stop my heart from being pulled in her direction, longing to be with her. Hell, it's to the point where I can't listen to this song without wanting to cry because I miss her so. Because it's all true.

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary
When troubles come and my heart burdened be
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence
Until you come and sit awhile with me

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up...to more than I can be

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up...to more than I can be

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up...to more than I can be

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up...to more than I can be

You raise me up...to more than I can be

Ahh, enough mush. Had some nice interrupted sleep--7 AM, Rob's cell rings, 8 AM, Jim and Mike are being loud, 9:30, my alarm goes off. Work was somewhat busy as people get ready for Valentine's Day. While tomorrow's meant to be a happy day, I might feel just a tad lonely. Those who have long distance relationships are at a slight disadvantage. Although, my Valentine's day will come just a few days after the observed day, and I can't wait. Anyway, more fun at Wally World, including someone leaving cases of tuna in Electronics...I don't know. Apparently they'll be used to be put on an endcap on one of the registers...a tuna display? (snicker)

And I amused the hell out of Cilla, Kat, Michelle, Brianna, and Lindsay with my renditions of "Camelot" and "Brave Sir Robin" from Monty Python and the Holy Grail, complete with skipping, prancing, and pretending to clack coconuts. I love being outnumbered sometimes. I still am very amused that a vast majority of my friends are female. Oh, Wal-Mart's definitely a place for innuendo and double entendre.

So, got home, talked to April for a bit. I'd still be on the phone with her now, except...I kind of have to observe common courtesy. One of the downers of working the hours I work is the fact that I don't have much time for anything (gaming, phone, anything involving noise) before everyone goes to bed, no later than 11, midnight on a rare chance. However, the pros of the 12-9 greatly, greatly outweigh the cons, the biggest being that I miss NEARLY ALL the drama, petty squabbling, resentments, and other familial bullshit that I want no part of. I wake up, kids are in school, most adults are at work, I go to work, come home, everyone's home (minus Bob) and unwinding, getting ready for bed. I love it. Sure, I'll observe some common courtesy.

Hopefully Sarah's feeling better--she's sick, from what I gather.

Less than 5 days to April!!!

Oh, and I see Phantom on Tuesday. Ha.

Only objective tomorrow before going to work: give MCLA a Valentine's Day present of $100.

Nighty night, all.

Ich bin ein Berlinner.

So, the work thing happened again today. Busy day, and I filled my quota of selling two contracts. Joyous. There was much taking of caramel chocolates from jewelry, since they were doing some promo. Combine ten or so of those with some Coke, and whee! Usual customer stupidity was prevalent, including a customer asking where are the cell phone chargers when he was standing less than 6 inches away from them, in front of him. Enjoyed my break with the Pam, Jessie, and the Michelle. Chatted with April for a bit when I got home, and briefly talked to Sarah...she's feeling sick, yet had to work anyway. At least she's alive--haven't heard anything from her in 5 days. (smiles)

And as for the mood, well...thank April for that, teasing the hell out of me like that.

And when I got home, Rob returned from wherever in a foul mood, brought on by the Bob in yet another attempt to make him feel like shit and guilty. Bob asked for more money, Rob laughed and left. I asked Rob the details of the conversation, but he didn't want to talk about it, since Bob's just above us, and things can be heard easily through the paper walls. He did mention that while it was mostly a bashing session to Rob, I did get brought up, Bob mentioning that I'm gonna have to pay more than what I had mentioned and explained to Bob clearly, and if I want to get this apartment of mine, I'll have to get a second job. This is hearsay, so I'm not gonna put too much credence and validity into it just yet, not until I hear it (or not) straight from Bob. But, I reiterate: I'm not working an 80 hour work week so I can put in gallons of money into the house. My grandma told me something shortly after I came back, "Bob's gonna view you as just another dollar in his pocket." As I had mentioned, I'm sticking to the plan and budget that I had created and explained to my stepdad. Not changing it. As for now, I'll just keep doing what I've been doing until such time where he talks to me. No sense worrying and getting pissed over hearsay.

Anyway, it's now 5 days until my April comes...SQUEE!

Now, I have to get to bed...I need to get up at 9:30, and I work 11-8. Feel better, Sarah! (hugs)

Nighty night, all.