General Archibald McPoosen.
Monday, 7 March 2005 01:07Me again. Yeah, I know I haven't posted (or legitimately posted) in a couple days. It was a rough couple of days, but after it was all said and done...
...my conscience is clear, and I fell in love all over again. However, what remained from the self-induced stupidity that broke me is a void in my heart, a void that is the result of not having April right here, her physical presence. However, her family has invited me for Easter, and so I will make that request at work. If approved, then I shall see my April in 3 weeks instead of 5.
And I'm happy again. Sarah was worried, but there is no worry needed. We talked for an hour or so yesterday, and nothing but positive feeling is running throughout.
Today...work flew. That might have been among the shortest feeling 9-hour shifts. It was over before I knew it. Then, came home and talked to April for a bit, then played some more Xenosaga II...and ate leftovers from tonight's dinner. Yum. Tomorrow, I mail out my payment for the Josh Groban CD I won, Closer, and my work schedule straight through Thursday: 12-9. Talked to April some more, and I was giddy.
Now, finished VGV for tonight, and bedtime in an hour or so.
Nighty night, all.
...my conscience is clear, and I fell in love all over again. However, what remained from the self-induced stupidity that broke me is a void in my heart, a void that is the result of not having April right here, her physical presence. However, her family has invited me for Easter, and so I will make that request at work. If approved, then I shall see my April in 3 weeks instead of 5.
And I'm happy again. Sarah was worried, but there is no worry needed. We talked for an hour or so yesterday, and nothing but positive feeling is running throughout.
Today...work flew. That might have been among the shortest feeling 9-hour shifts. It was over before I knew it. Then, came home and talked to April for a bit, then played some more Xenosaga II...and ate leftovers from tonight's dinner. Yum. Tomorrow, I mail out my payment for the Josh Groban CD I won, Closer, and my work schedule straight through Thursday: 12-9. Talked to April some more, and I was giddy.
Now, finished VGV for tonight, and bedtime in an hour or so.
Nighty night, all.