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My lj wedding by chynafox
username
age
city
you will marry	hearts_blood
flower girl	alyssachan
best man	kickbutthall23
bridesmaid	justin_steph
you will have your last fling with	thatyossarian
registrar	alma_del_core
secretly wants to marry you themself	guardian_priest
date of the wedding	February 11, 2048
number of times you do it on your wedding night	1
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Aww...(grins) However, I think I'd do it a lot more than once on my wedding night...

My lj wedding by chynafox
username
age
city
you will marry	crystal_okamino
flower girl	crimson_chaos
best man	alyssachan
bridesmaid	kingofallkings
you will have your last fling with	i_am_a_red_mage
registrar	xaerovore
secretly wants to marry you themself	hyperactivelime
date of the wedding	October 6, 2011
number of times you do it on your wedding night	47
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A fling with Nick? Nick, is there something you're not telling me?

He strikes me as something of a donkey orifice.

After the hell and emotional rollercoaster ride I've but these two for the last 4 months, it's now my turn to be the jealous one. As was the case, now its my turn to accept reality for what it is. Physically, I have. Mentally, I know, but refuse to accept it. These short little bursts of jealousy and confusion fade quickly, but when they strike...I now understand how these two felt.

But you know what? She's happy. That makes me happy. But...damn that tiny shred of male pride. Keep in mind, Sarah...I'm not mad at you. You did nothing wrong. I'm really not mad at all...just more so confused and slightly jealous. However, I find myself very happy for you, and that's what makes it all worthwhile. Everyone is happy. And I still hold on to a wonderful dream--that the four of us get together and have a wonderful blast.

Don't feel bummed because you heard annoyance in my voice tonight. I've moved beyond it for now. Don't worry--I will always be your best friend; don't think otherwise. It's just now my turn to adapt to change, like you and April have. Don't feel like you're putting me off, because I don't feel that way at all. Don't let what you heard in my voice ruin your time with him. (hugs)

I do know this--that when I talk to you come Sunday, I'm gonna be anxious to hear all about your trip to the Scottish Festival, and all the kilts you run away with. All that'll be needed is some time, and everything will be fully normal. I still love you, and always will.

And I'm happy again.


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The day, oh, the day. Woke at 11, and loafed until 3, until I had class. After class, back here until going to Wal-Mart. Oh, how I love Wal-Mart red tape. I go there with the intention of cashing my check, since you can cash a Wal-Mart paycheck at any Wal-Mart. I go to the service desk, wanting to cash it, and they tell me that they only cash paychecks on payday and only for those who work there.

Bullshit, I thought.

So I find another Associate, tell her the situation, she calls management, and I get the ok. The person at the service desk didn't look too happy, but as I walked away, money in hand, I had a big grin on my face, one of...gotcha. When I came back to the dorm, I had food, and did laundry, chatting to April as I did so. Then, silly male pride reared its ugly head (see above), and more chat with Sarah and April left me happy again.

I get to go to NP soon. :)

Now to bed.

Nighty night, all.