Beat reality back into submission...
Saturday, 28 August 2004 11:06![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
a_bit_of_wit_2Sleep ended up coming late to me last night, despite having been on the phone until 3:30 AM. Even after that, I lay in bed thinking, awaiting sleep which wouldn't come until shortly after 4, and that was only because I was so tired from the bike rides to and from work, not to mention work itself.
I can't sleep when someone I care for is upset or distressed...I feel like I must do something to reverse their mood, because it's the type of person I am.
I hate reality checks, so when that happens, I take a baseball bat and beat it back into submission. When society and their norms work their way into my mind, I do everything to expunge it from my mind, for society's mindset about everything usually depresses me. Such was the case last night...
I really apologize for getting your hopes up last night...I didn't mean to hurt you, if I did.
Just know I still love you.
Now I go to work...and I hope you feel better.
I can't sleep when someone I care for is upset or distressed...I feel like I must do something to reverse their mood, because it's the type of person I am.
I hate reality checks, so when that happens, I take a baseball bat and beat it back into submission. When society and their norms work their way into my mind, I do everything to expunge it from my mind, for society's mindset about everything usually depresses me. Such was the case last night...
I really apologize for getting your hopes up last night...I didn't mean to hurt you, if I did.
Just know I still love you.
Now I go to work...and I hope you feel better.
