The topsy-turviness of it all.

Let's see...today, I think I just have run through every emotion possible: happiness, sadness, worried, anger, anticipation, nervousness, etc.

The worried/anticipation still remains...leave it to me to force someone to talk about something they don't want to. Leave it to me to set myself up to feel like crap...I can't apologize enough. I only wish to be forgiven...and I pray you feel better...because I love you, and just wish you to be happy. I'm feeling a little better.

I think it's going to be an early night for me, anyway...the lack of sleep the last few days are catching up to me, and I'm almost definitely gonna go to bed early.

I'll talk to you tomorrow, if that's ok with you. Don't worry about me--a good night's sleep, and I'll be back to normal, hopefully.

I love you, and I'm sorry. (big hugs)

I want a standing ovation!

Today is the last day of the "First Days" program, and tomorrow begins classes. Luckily, I get to sleep in tomorrow, being that my first class is at 3:30 in the afternoon.

Obviously, as you can tell, I am finally online. MCLA isn't as gracious as NP is in terms of Internet connectivity...from my understanding, the firewall here is so thick, that programs like Kazaa, and all those wonderful P2P programs will not work--not even online games, from my understanding.

Even though I'm here at MCLA...I still find myself being pulled to NP. Part of me wants to go back to NP...for my friends...for my April, of whom I miss terribly. 9 more days...(hugs)

For the rest of you...my contact info:

Brian Williams
Unit #6888--MCLA
375 Church St.
North Adams, MA 01247

Phone: 413-672-5705
Cell: 508-367-7672

AIM: Xcbrian2
Yahoo: LLoire01
MSN: LLoire1119@hotmail.com
Email: Xcbrian2@aol.com, LLoire1119@hotmail.com


Silly 120 miles...I love you...